wtf world? [Little Miss Sunshine]


Have you here some discussion.

This whole multi-level remix thing makes me think of how I really got into fanfiction. See, one of my RL friends introduced me to the idea (she wrote Inuyasha humorfic, aka, the opposite of my stylings) but I didn't feel the want to REALLY participate until I read Into the Dark by thelittletree. Mind you, reading that story now makes me cringe (oh god THE ANGST) which apparently was the ur-example of all Tifa-wants-to-suicide fic for like years, but I think it was the style that got me; like these epic characters were like normal people, with normal shit going on and that's always been my favorite genre-within-genre.

So yeah, a lot of my older work is me remixing that first story that really hit me, but with my spin. AND THEN DOOM HAPPENED.

It's fun to think about. Or not. And speaking of remixing:



This is cool too.
I love planet gay [Project Runway]
This is the kind of thing I'd wear on a Friday. And yes, I got that shirt at Ohayocon. Sidekick was mad I didn't get him one. Well he was the loser that lived an hour away and didn't show up. So nyah.

And man did I miss having red hair. It's so much more me.
I love planet gay [Project Runway]

Uh Huh Her, been a music crush of mine for the past few months, I don't know why I hadn't linked a youtube video for a while. You cannot go wrong with ambiguously gay electropop. Plus, there is a fucking unicorn. You cannot go wrong with a fucking unicorn.

- One of the best defenses for womenfolk and singledom I've seen recently.

- Sex Positivity and the Virgin/Whore dichotomy. Omg, YES. Is all I can say to this.

- Blog of a dude that works for a funeral company. Wickedly fun read.

- Post apocalyptic stylings. Personally, my post-apocalyptic gear would be less goth and more Army-Navy store, but that's me.

- Mass Affect: The Hipster RPG Making fun of hipsters NEVER GETS OLD.

- Fashion without hatred. It's ok, just breathe.

- Hey you attracted to womenfolk sorts! Yeah, the Demoiselles want your opinions.
wtf world? [Little Miss Sunshine]
Gaaah, catching up with things after Douchecon '77 is being not so easy. I have sewing things I want to do, writing things I want to do, a fic exchange assignment that is out, plus I sort of made a mess of the kitchen as my parents are in Hawaii. XD

Where's that time machine that'll give me more time in the day when I need it?

In good news, I have been charged with getting a couple of our "self starter" interns something to start on. Which means I will be teaching them the basics and guiding them along some C++ programming. Now I'm not an expert, and a lot of my programming knowledge comes from it being thrown at me (I did a lot when I worked for the Air Force, which involved me having to hack fucking LISP, which is BALLS) and it sort of being all over engineering coursework (hi matlab).

I'm basically putting them in the mindset to be able to do work that the Production guys will give them when they are not under a crazy deadline (several things are being made right now, it's exciting) and I figure that some C++ isn't a bad thing to learn, and working in a text environment will help them understand the mechanics behind what cool stuff they want to make.

That's my theory at least. I know that's what my CGT friends had to do; take basic art and programming classes before they got into the other environments. I remember them bitching at me about their C++ homework and debugging it, so!

Will be fun. In between finding some lit review stuff for this grant I'm helping with, I'll be developing a sort of lesson plan. Maybe I should get a Masters in Education too... I actually am kind of all excited about this, whut?

Though, it was funny in the intern meeting, they were all, "hey can we talk to the production guys to get started" and they're like SO BUSY and I was like, "oh I can get them started, I've a decent knowledge of programming" and they looked at me like I grew another head. Ha ha, whoops, forgot I was a girl. Oh boys.
"Speak only if you can improve the silence" [ Final Fantasy VII]


Read more... )

I still have no voice and totally stayed home from work today. And am still tired. I don't even. I suggest Jana's album and Sev's album for the uncut version.

Also, Sev's recap post.
It's Tellah, bitches. [Final Fantasy IV]
Alright, I'll sum some awesome up soon as I find my brain and basically catch up with work and shit as I decided to go hang out with Sidekick after the con because I was actually almost hungover and thus got back into town like a half an hour ago.

For now, just go to [personal profile] seventhe/[livejournal.com profile] first_seventhe's journal and get the best recap thus far.

Success!

Jan. 27th, 2010 07:02 pm
"Speak only if you can improve the silence" [ Final Fantasy VII]
Computer is not dead. Miss Hep is in fact quite well now. But I have much to do, as Ohayocon is tomorrow. Packing. Grooming (maybe I should do dude characters from now on... girliness is work!).

But I live and the computer lives and we are very happy. I'll catch ya'll after Ohayocon.
Only the best part of the Animatrix. [A Detective Story]
Yup, I got something on it that refuses to go away and I do not like having a fear of entering any passwords on it. Yes, I have everything that didn't die in the external harddrive crash (including my progress restoring my music collection) backed up on New Shiny Harddrives and a couple things on a thumb drive. It's amazing how much you can store on those things these days...

But this means I'll be working on that (and operating off my portable apps on yet another thumb drive from my dad's computer) and not really around. Maybe it was time for a reformat anyway.

Real entry to follow, as I have a bit of time to kill.
Ah, old womanizers. [Mad Men]
Something I wore last week. Maybe I'll get into the habit of fashionista stuff on Mondays? I dunno, I always seem to think of this on Mondays.

Coat and Purse view here

Also, an interesting article on the politics of vintage.

More thinky stuff to follow.
Of the two choices, Raziel went with the one most likely to get him laid. [Legacy of Kain]
Finally took the pics! [profile] nebulousity suggested the theme be "products" and I needed to take some pictures of things I was putting up on etsy anyway!

Click to embiggen.

here's the stuff! )

aaaa

Jan. 21st, 2010 07:23 pm
It's Tellah, bitches. [Final Fantasy IV]
Doing a lot now all of a sudden! Have Major Intern Meeting at work tomorrow, in which I get to to hear about what the minions are going to be doing. And we're finally moving ahead with content. But here's some other good news:

- I have a jewelry commission! (thanks to Ger)
- I am going to be selling some resistor earrings to a coworker soon as I list them on etsy!
- I'm writing an interactive fiction game thing, and using fanfic as practice with the system. PREPARE FOR DORKERY.
- I'm almost done with my photography assignment for the week!

Yeah. And Project Runway is on tonight. Kick. Ass.
really, he'll get it replaced [Suicide Kings]
I will be very glad when this grant is done and I can get back to the fun stuff. XD So glad Barcon is at the end of the month and breaks up some of this monotony. Yes everybody, research can sometimes be boring. In fact, half the reason I became an engineer was to avoid research and spend my time you know, making stuff.

There's a deity laughing somewhere. Thankfullly this isn't straight hardkore sit in a lab type of research, so I'm ok. Whine, whine more.

So, I'm starting a weekly photography thing with [profile] nebulousity, which will be fun. We pick a theme and go play with our cameras, which is always good! Considering that I'm out of practice as my other camera broke sometime during my sophomore year, and this camera is EVEN FANCIER than that one. Still haven't pulled out my telescopic lens. So expect random pictures appearing, likely most in my DW, because I like that. XD I haven't done this week's assignment yet. I need to get on that.

I've been kind of brained out lately, which makes me sad as there are things I want to write/make/do! Clearly I need a kick in the pants. Part of what I've decided to do is actually get up out of my chair more during the day, as sitting for 10+ hours can't be good for my joints/muscles. So I've set alarms for myself to do that. We'll see how that goes.

And the links, because that's really why we're all reading here:

- Public Domain Music: archive.org with a friendlier interface.
- History of Crayons: a colorful graphic
- You're sleeping too much. Scale it back.
- Disturbing pamphlets from Ladies Home Journal. Love the clothes of that era, but I probably would have stabbed a bitch had I lived in it. Kind of glad my grandparents weren't around to learn I was a lesbian. XD
- Naked Scientists Podcast with my favorite section Naked Astronomy. It's a fun listen and they have British accents!
Experience as in, stop jacking around, punk. [SE7EN]
Alright, finally getting to this. I wrote something else originally, but it was long and rambly, so I figured I'd keep this to the simple stuff, k? It's still long, but it a waaaay better format.

So here's the facts )
It's Tellah, bitches. [Final Fantasy IV]
So I have a camera now and I can subject you to more of these. But I will also give you some fun relevant links so it's not just boring pictures of myself! XD

- Style and the social self.
- You're not normal. (but I don't think you're a special snowflake either. :P)
- FYI, beauty ideals change.
- On Good Authority: An Affordable Wardrobe Something for the mens.
- And Vivien Westwood bases her new menswear off the homeless Put down the crack pipe, Viv.

And less relevant:

- How Do I Become a Grownup? Yes, I have asked the same thing myself a few times. Still working on that one.

Now the pictures. Apparently I can't put an image from flickr on here anymore. :/ So here's some links:

My New Year's outfit.
That hat was a Christmas present from my parents that they picked up in Austin (there is a super fab hat shop in Austin and I saw that hat and was disappointed that it wasn't in my price range... so I was very excited to see they'd bought it). The sequined lapel jacket was something I saw at Kohl's during my "using gift cards" time and ah... so I have a jacket problem. Yes, I have worn it to work too, and it looked fab. Those shoes are pimp, no? Silly mirror picture in same outfit.

Something for the office, I woke up that morning thinking "wow today I feel like going in a little Victorian".
Somehow between me and Biology Maven the other chicks have started to dress up more a little too. Interesting, no? That tuxedo jacket with the tails is the foundation piece for my steampunk!Reno costume, btw. And basically my favorite jacket now ever. The little pin on the lapel is from the Aero department goodie bag I got upon graduating. XD And yes, I try to wear the hat as often as possible, whatever gives you that idea? Actually I got three new hats for Christmas, hence my ah, selling/giving away some. Closeup for hat and scarf.
maybe if you stopped the shenanigans you'd suck less [Project Runway]
The Revenge of Freecycle. Here be clothes. The other clothes I'm getting rid of are not stuff I would offer my friends, so there you have it. Please check out Freecycle Post 1 for some things that are not yet claimed!

Click to embiggen further.

Some nice stuff that I never wear )
It's Tellah, bitches. [Final Fantasy IV]
[personal profile] whitemage and I went out today. So let's sum up, shall we?


Demon Seed Toy Guitar courtesy of Goodwill, a division of Awesomeness.

Highlights:

- Moroccan food is tasty! Especially dessert.

- omg B-town hipsters why didn't I bring my camera. They are more ironic than your mom you.

- Balls. Balls that light up.

- The Gay Cooking Store is still awesome, but they have had to downsize a bit. And I need to be a fan of them on Facebook or they will be sad! I ended up buying a Joseph Joseph Collapsible Grater because I have been eying them for a while and even when I just intend to browse, I end up buying something.

- I almost got into a road rage incident with an Angry Tellah. Who apparently drives an SUV. He was trying to cast some shit on me, judging by his beard flapping and flailing arms, but I guess he forgot.

- Went to Goodwill, where I found that amazing toy guitar (yes, it is coming to Barcon with me, guyz), a purse with Zorro on it (fuck yeah), some picture frames. White Mage got a fabulous Gast Tie.

- I also ran into old band kids there too, who are actually doing well and not having like five bajillion kids and shit! THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY.

- I got rid of more books yay!

Freecycle Post 2 to follow.

Braincrash

Jan. 15th, 2010 05:45 pm
It's Tellah, bitches. [Final Fantasy IV]
I usually have a braincrash about now (aka 4pm when I started this entry), and I've got two hours left (decided to sleep in a bit this morning, heh), so I'm going to show you some things I found during braincrash!

- Fame: A Romance, with Flung Tampons Did I ever mention how much of a crush I have on Sady from Tiger Beatdown? Still hate show choir, though.

- 7 Reasons the 21st Century is Making You Miserable Interesting points, which I mostly agree with. But I'm a pretty even keel person these days.

- How to Custom Order Goods from your Indie friends Aka, don't be a dick.

- Late 1930s Film Fashion I'm partial to that whole between WWI and WWII era thing, so yeah.

- How Google tells you what men and women want Well, heteronormatively speaking. My google searches are generally work related, me being paranoid about various aches and pains (I think I have typed, "wrist pain cancer" before, alright so hypochondria runs in the family) and slang terms I don't know, because I am boring. Protip: never call anyone anything you haven't googled first, and even then, just stick to "dude".

- The Midwasteland One of my new favorite style blogs. Because it's actually relevant to my general weather conditions and lifestyle! As much as I love all the stuff those hip people in the hip cities wear, there is no fucking way I am walking through ice and snow in heels, nor do I have a convenient cab or subway to hop into so I don't have to shield myself from the cold. I also don't have all those trendy boutiques nearby (or want to, because I would be broke). So it's nice to see something around my area (well, thereabouts).

- Some college statistics. Rolling in debt and still working at McDonald's? Yeah, you and a lot of dudes. Except me, ha ha.

Other awesome things:

- I have rented Freaks & Geeks from Netflix, and I am so glad I finally got to see that darn show. I missed it when it was on TV because that was during my "omg I have to be in every extra cirricular ever and have a job and I won't be able to get into college omg!" stage (which started when I was 11, btw). I am highly entertained, and the big tall guy reminds me of one of my high school ex-bfs (like, the only one I don't loathe, actually). He's my favorite character. Well, that and the dad, because he is fantastic. I mean, that's what I would say to my kids. "Don't smoke, you'll DIE." "Don't have sex, you'll DIE." Like that. This is why I shouldn't reproduce.

- Project Runway is back! LIKE ACTUALLY BACK. Season 6 was like a weird LA pipe dream, this season actually FEELS like the show again. And Sir Gunn is wonderfully diplomatic and direct about it. I'm rooting for Ping and Anthony. I like the kooks and the queens. They're my kind of people. And I have to admit that Seth Aaron's aging punk aesthetic is strangely endearing to me, and I'd wear his kind of stuff. But I'm also addicted to jackets and he makes some HOT ones. I hope he makes some hot ones on the show.

- I wore my transistor earrings to work today and the New Teacher Person Who I've Been Working With (who will now be called Bio Siren in further entries) and I told her I made them and have started an etsy shop and she expressed an interest in buying a pair. I was intending on going through all my electronics stash and adding it to the shop, so yay!

- I get minions again! There's some high school kids that are working (paid and unpaid) as interns that I get to tell to do stuff now. I'm bringing my Collection of Engineering Books for the Physics Kid because he's been put in charge of an orbital mechanics as a module (keep in mind this is for junior high kids) and I got so excited talking about Lagrange multipliers I actually didn't look where I was sitting and almost fell off a desk. Note to self: look before sitting on desks.

- I swear to god I will make that "hey some fun facts about me" post, so people don't have to read through old entries. Srsly. I just yanno, work now. And apply at that one RP that a couple dudes want me in. I have a lot of real life shit now!

- Decided the earliest I'm moving out is Spring, because who the fuck wants to move when there's snow? Not me. I may also be able to get cheaper rates if I wait until like May, as the college students will be moving out and lots of places want dudes in the summer. Will keep this on the backburner. Plus I'd like to build up a taaad more savings in case of sudden unemployment (not that I think it will happen, but I don't trust this economy!) I can survived some more cramped living and driving places.

poll! )
It's Tellah, bitches. [Final Fantasy IV]
Hey dudes.

So I'm doing some research for work, and I realized that hey, I've got a pretty damn diverse f-list. Librarians, poets, programmers, financial consultants, health workers... ya'll are a fun bunch. That's how I like my friends. If I wanted to hang with just people like me I'd have gone to MIT and never left forever trapped in academia do that. So! WHAT DOES THIS MEAN FOR YOU?

My engineering bitches have done a good job helping me in the technical direction, it's the other areas I haven't the foggiest in what directions to go! And I could spend a whole month on this stuff, but I kind of am on a deadline.

Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is this:

Find me a job/career that deals with Information Technology, preferably if you know a lot about it!

I'm not talking programmers or system admins or things like that. Yeah, they're cool, but I know about them already. XD If it's something that doesn't require a PhD, even better. It can be something boring, or something super cool, doesn't matter. Just think of a job that uses Information Technology (computers, data systems, your mom) and link me to somewhere that explains it in some kind of detail (reputable site or not doesn't matter right now, I'm more looking for directions).

Bonus points if it connects something technical (like nanotechnology!) and something nontechnical (like history!).

One will totally be enough, don't like, waste crazy amounts of time on this. I may not end up using it, I just want some good examples. Have fun with it!

If you absolutely must know what this grant is dealing with, let's just say it may involve science museums, and ideally, augmented reality. And careers, obvs.
It's Tellah, bitches. [Final Fantasy IV]
Took care of a lot of grown-up things today. Here's a rundown:

- Went to the bank!
- Got health insurance!
- Mailed off my first etsy sale!
- Had a balanced lunch!

And tomorrow I get to go to the DENTIST. Yeah!

Ok, yeah, that was lame. Maybe I'll post a FUN POLL.
maybe if you stopped the shenanigans you'd suck less [Project Runway]
I'm gonna link to character art that most of you have seen, because I have some people on the f-list who haven't, not because I think you are dumb.

So, my job at work often involves me doing grantwork, as in, typing shit up. I talk with production and work with them, yes, but I am primarily a "come up with ideas" and "omg does this even make sense with SCIENCE?" and "shit can you do the lit review for this?" type of person. And it's a lot of fun most days, but some days I am idling (like yesterday). But the good thing about working in EDUCATIONAL gaming is that not only are we supposed to looking at stereotypes, but we're supposed to avoid them. And it's not easy!

Being a female in engineering, I was in charge of most of the review for "how do we get girls to play this?" And while some of the research has me rolling my eyes, I try to keep an open mind and remember that I am about as close to normal girl as well, I'm not. XD And even I don't get how it just doesn't click for some girls. Outside of fandom, I hung in mostly dude circles! So I have to get the dudebro out of my brain sometimes.

But we still have mistakes! And thankfully the office is pretty even with men and women (we are, it's kind of shocking for a tech company, and one of our programmers is of the chick variety) so they don't happen for long. And we had a slight problem with the sexy.

the sexy! )

So basically the point of all this is that even in the happy place where I am, where we try to think of equality and minorities and including everyone, we still have moments were we default back to Dudebro 101. And that's silly! Plus lots of other people talk about this way better than I do. The end!

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It's Tellah, bitches. [Final Fantasy IV]
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