A lot of expletives

[crankyoldman]

Alright. It's official. I have just about given up what little social life I had left. No, really.

I will admit to resenting some of you with "no time" that still manage to make five billion posts and start memes and etc. Nothing personal, it's just a reminder of how out of it I am.

I will admit to coming home today, getting on the computer, seeing all my emails and just wanting to cry. I need to get it together, because the girlfriend is visiting. Deep breaths.

I'll try to comment on stuff--ya'll are kind enough to listen to my bitching, I owe you some recognition that yes, I am reading.

I just need to calm down, is all. The exam for my FAVORITE CLASS turned out to be a bust, because my crippling "omg I have 50 minutes?!" thing hit and took away all my sense. Thankfully, other than Justin, this seems to have been the case with most, which means a curve. But still. This is my favorite class. This is stuff I enjoy. What the fucking hell.

Think positive. This is totally the kind of shit that triggers my depressive episodes, so it's a damn good thing I'm getting a visit this weekend. Also from my parents (after I've snuck the girlfriend out the window... kidding). I seem to time my near breakdowns well.

But yes, now to clean my room in preparation and avoid getting into any discussions, as I'm likely to get a little snappy. And I don't like being snappy.

This is one of those days I really wish I was a robot.

~Cendri

Comments

[katmillia.livejournal.com]

:( I hope you feel better soon. This week has sucked for me which is why I was posting a lot, because real life was like HAHA fail and I was like WAAAAH escape escape lol. But I type so fast that half the time I can get an entry written in 10 minutes on downtime that would take other people hours.

Lots of love and hugs and enjoy your weekend with Drak- you've earned it AND you deserve it!! :)

[venefica-aura.livejournal.com]

Ha, no, it's totally ok, I just had to do a lot of skimming this week. XD It makes me feel bad, because I read everything and try to leave thoughtful comments where it's warranted.

And I type fast too, but I figured, that I could spend those ten minutes like, eating. Because I'll forget to otherwise. XD

~Cendri

[lassarina]

Hey, don't stress about LJ, yeah? Life gets rough sometimes, we all know that.

*hugs* I hope things go smoother for you.

[irish-ais.livejournal.com]

Robots can't enjoy delicious tea, though. Bad for the circuits!

♥?

[qudaitsewukong.livejournal.com]

You could consider inbox bankruptcy if it's truly stressing you out.

[venefica-aura.livejournal.com]

Naw, I got it. Just had a minor meltdown, I'm over it. XD

[ambienteye.livejournal.com]

Egh. What class was it?

*Hug*

[venefica-aura.livejournal.com]

Dynamics! Where I get to play with Lagrangian functions and listen to Professor California! I've had a class with him before, and he knows me, and he'll prolly be sad. And I'll tell him that I had two other exams before it.

I'm cool now, I just need to occasionally freak out.

~Cendri

[tijuana-pirate.livejournal.com]

Have fun with Drak!

And you're allowed to have minor freak-outs after difficult exams. It happens. Enjoy the visit - you deserve a little bit of a break. :)

ps, if all else fails, I recommend hot chocolate AND some form of cheesecake. After my worst exams, that's what I always resorted to. ;)

-T. pirate

[astralavator.livejournal.com]

Since it sounds like you're feeling better I hope you continue and have fun this weekend.

[darcenciel.livejournal.com]

Ugh. Sounds crappy, I'm sorry. Bad days suck.

[zoe-sama.livejournal.com]

I know the feeling for the people with "no time", but you're working hard, and it'll pay off in the long run. Also, man, I hate it when that happens with tests! I'm really glad you get to see Drak. Hopefully you'll be feeling tons better after this weekend! *hugs*