crankyoldman: "Hermann, you don't have to salute, man." [Pacific Rim] (Default)
2010-08-23 10:28 am

Panic Subsided

Was supposed to have a pretty big web meeting this morning, but due to lateness getting the info out, school starting for most people, and probably miscommunication this didn't happen. I'm glad, because I was SO not ready. I'm starting to think I have a social anxiety problem with phones, because I never feel this nervous when in person. Maybe it's the lack of being able to read nonverbal cues? In text you at least have time to think of responses... or maybe I have brain/voice disconnect.

Almost done playing Persona 3, keep delaying getting to the FINAL SHOWDOWN because there are a couple persona I forgot to fuse (ha, whoops). Completist me wants them all, but some that are like LEVEL 90 AND SHIT will not be mine on first playthrough unless I want to bore myself to tears leveling through Tartarus. The fact that the game managed to make me not only do some levels but lots of click-through talking social interactions has given me ideas for stuff at work!

Stuck in the feedback cycle with work right now, waiting on funding for our ITEST grant to come through so that Biology Maven and I can start the CS game we designed months ago.

In other news I made this:



And I'm reading this:

- Women in mathematics cartoon.

- Leveling the playing field by making CS majors learn obscure languages first? Actually, learning Matlab before C in my freshman engineering classes did help me with later stuff and forced the young haxx0rs to readjust their thinking a bit.

- Self-cleaning tech I could use that for our floor.

- Who defines and controls "normal"?

- What your identity has to do with learning Or how an identity crisis will make you suck at school I speak from experience.

- Nifty sorting algorithm demo. Click the boxes with the lines to start them. XD

- The Failings of Force Failure in games. Semi-related to group lunch topics! XD
crankyoldman: "Hermann, you don't have to salute, man." [Pacific Rim] (cecil/rosa color)
2010-07-02 03:47 pm

Back to my roots

After the past few weeks of data manipulation, putting out fires, various and sundry things, I am back on the sort of thing I like most at work; game design. Couple of Phase II's in the works since the success of Astroengineer, so I've been doing writeups and currently mockups for where we're going to take this crazy thing. MARS COLONIZATION, subtle usage of Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, puzzles involving nuclear fission will all hopefully make appearances as developed games in the next couple years.

And people still wonder why I read/watch/play so much random shit. You never know where you're going to get an idea for something.

I'm waffling on what to do with Obsolescence, my original big bang project. Since I signed up for [community profile] megaflare_ff in order to write the Female-centric FF Crossover of Crazy (which will definitely have FFIV in there, as I'm finally playing it myself and it would go well with my ideas), I'm considering going back to my original idea for it, which was as an Interactive Fiction game/novel.

You'd think I'd have my fill of game design related stuff at work, but it would be nice to do something that I didn't have any limitations on but my own skills and imagination. Also while science and tech are a large part of my work week, Obsolescence is a more philosophical approach, which I don't get to do at work as often. But I still need to get a better grasp of Inform7--oddly enough, my knowledge in programming has been a hindrance to understanding that.

But I'll worry about that after Otakon. Only writing I'm doing before then is my [livejournal.com profile] femgenficathon piece, which is coming along little by little. I quite enjoy coming up with Yorda's voice even if it may be more than a little influenced by a younger me and motivations, trying to answer a lot of the complaints about her character (usually from people that finish the game and see the reversal that happens with her, which turns me a bit gooey inside).

Oh, and since a DS is wonderfully portable and makes lunchbreak interesting, I've gotten past the Tower of Zot in FFIV, and have (temporarily) defeated Golbez. It's good to have my girlfriend Rosa back, and I thought their reunion was really sweet. Also Rydia is all growed up. Is it wrong I kind of liked her as a kid better, even if she comes with more summons and black magic now? She's all sexified now. Both her and Rosa's costumes really make me want to try my hand at drawing realistic practical versions of their costumes. At least her personality hasn't changed negatively, so that's REALLY what matters. Also, Kain is a creeper. STAB.

At least Amano was an equal opportunity ridiculous costume designer. XD

This weekend: sewing, and distracting myself from the fact it's July 4th (not that I have anything against Independence Day, in all actuality, the date is purely coincidental).